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标题: 我的2006(终结篇) [打印本页]
作者: 婷婷 时间: 2006-12-17 19:45
标题: 我的2006(终结篇)
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">2006</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">(终结篇)</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">感觉这就像是青黄不接的一年。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28.5pt;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">这一年里,没有什么值得我怀念的,一点都没有。即使我可以举一大堆值得我炫耀的资本,不过那些都是我应得的,像泡泡一样,闪一下就没了,我根本就不想把它们当作我的回忆。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28.5pt;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">想想</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">2006</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">,有时候挺难过的——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">曾一个人躲在寝室里哭,泪流满面;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">曾站在领奖台上过,却无人喝彩;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">曾狠命狠命地付出,却得不到理解和回报;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">曾受过几次小伤,却没有人安慰;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">曾在生日的时候一个人对着电脑过了一天;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">、、、、、、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 14pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">很多事情的发生都没有出乎我的意料,而很多事情的发生又绝对超乎我的想象。发现原来人真的都是那么自私的,习惯了一种状态,也就不会想着去抱怨谁或谁。朋友有时候未必就是依靠,我亲眼看见人们说一套做另一套。而在我需要帮助甚至在我恳求别人的时候也没有人来帮我,那使我很伤心。记得那一次,我对着手机发呆,想了很久却还是没拨电话,我怕我还没有说出口,喉咙就已经开始疼了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">我觉得自己有时候想得太多,我似乎每夜每夜都在翻来覆去而弄得自己睡不着觉。也许这已经是我的习惯。想起以前,</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">点对于我而言已差不多是极限,那时总觉得自己是在垂死挣扎,总痛苦得希望一睡下去就不要醒来。而现在,</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">点说晚安可能还尚早,我终于想明白他们为什么总哀怨地要“天亮说晚安”了。。。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">似乎我大部分时间都沉默着,我抛弃了所有的骄傲和灿烂,在别人看来,我可以是个快乐的孩子,也可以是个美丽的孩子,可是,也许、、、、、、就像某人所说的“你样子看去那么浪漫,而你有时候又那么现实,说你是个现实的人,但你又绝对不是。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">以前的朋友,都已经有了自己的新的生活,联系也很少了,似乎很少有人记得我了,没关系,每个人都要适应在新的环境,不能总活在以前的回忆里吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">这一年,是我真正独自一人在外生活的一年,在校的日子多,在家的日子少;在电脑前的时光多,在书堆前的时光少;思绪凌乱的时间多,思路清晰的时间少。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">发现自己已经凌乱地写了很多东西了,有些只有自己能看懂,只有自己能体味,我珍惜我写的每一个字,那些都是我的心情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 14pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>2007</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman";">,我想我会继续平静,一切都平淡如水。只是,我想我不会再想念,不会再留恋,不会再为什么而挣扎着,我只对自己好,只对关心和帮助我的人好。我可以一直寂寞不快乐,我可以虚伪着忘掉执着,我也可以累着困着然后依然微笑,但我不可以对不起爱我的人和我自己。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 14pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.0;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5"> </font></span><p></p></span></p>
作者: 婷婷 时间: 2006-12-17 19:50
<p>2006,在心情驿站最后一主题帖....</p><p>语无伦次是我的写东西的本性</p>
作者: HELL 时间: 2006-12-17 20:14
支持几~~~~~~
作者: fimqad 时间: 2006-12-17 20:32
还有半个月 难道要消失?
作者: 戀戀红尘 时间: 2006-12-17 21:08
<p><span style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; BACKGROUND: black; COLOR: #ee113d; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> 一直喜欢TT写的东东.还好啦,文章思绪很清楚.只是你写的关与你的生活,确实很凌乱.不知道EC上的水民们,是不是大部分对自己的生活不满.</span></p>
作者: 婷婷 时间: 2006-12-18 14:33
谢谢恋恋红尘
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作者: 戀戀红尘 时间: 2006-12-18 21:41
<span style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; BACKGROUND: black; COLOR: #ee113d; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-hansi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">。 编辑古..TT帖子..</span>
作者: 吥洅寂寞 时间: 2006-12-18 22:11
就快过去了
作者: ァ借┊過ヽ. 时间: 2006-12-19 20:17
<p><font color="#09f7f7">曾经 <br/>梦了 <br/>爱了 <br/>痛了<br/>醒了</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">如今<br/>伤了<br/>累了<br/>傻了<br/>怕了</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">以后<br/>断了<br/>忘了<br/>分了<br/>算了</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">生活<br/>坠落<br/>失落<br/>破落<br/>堕落</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7"></font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">踩在2006年的尸体上</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">挖掘2007年的伤痕中</font></p>
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作者: 雪山的狐狸 时间: 2006-12-19 21:57
TT写的东西比较细
作者: greatwall_vip 时间: 2006-12-20 10:48
祝你天天好心情!
作者: fu5052169 时间: 2006-12-20 11:18
过去的就让他过去吧,我们要向前看。。。。。
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