我的2006（终结篇）

婷婷

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;</span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">2006</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">（终结篇）</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">感觉这就像是青黄不接的一年。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28.5pt;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">这一年里，没有什么值得我怀念的，一点都没有。即使我可以举一大堆值得我炫耀的资本，不过那些都是我应得的，像泡泡一样，闪一下就没了，我根本就不想把它们当作我的回忆。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28.5pt;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">想想</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">2006</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">，有时候挺难过的——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">曾一个人躲在寝室里哭，泪流满面；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">曾站在领奖台上过，却无人喝彩；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">曾狠命狠命地付出，却得不到理解和回报；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">曾受过几次小伤，却没有人安慰；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">曾在生日的时候一个人对着电脑过了一天；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">、、、、、、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 14pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">很多事情的发生都没有出乎我的意料，而很多事情的发生又绝对超乎我的想象。发现原来人真的都是那么自私的，习惯了一种状态，也就不会想着去抱怨谁或谁。朋友有时候未必就是依靠，我亲眼看见人们说一套做另一套。而在我需要帮助甚至在我恳求别人的时候也没有人来帮我，那使我很伤心。记得那一次，我对着手机发呆，想了很久却还是没拨电话，我怕我还没有说出口，喉咙就已经开始疼了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">我觉得自己有时候想得太多，我似乎每夜每夜都在翻来覆去而弄得自己睡不着觉。也许这已经是我的习惯。想起以前，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">点对于我而言已差不多是极限，那时总觉得自己是在垂死挣扎，总痛苦得希望一睡下去就不要醒来。而现在，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">点说晚安可能还尚早，我终于想明白他们为什么总哀怨地要“天亮说晚安”了。。。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">似乎我大部分时间都沉默着，我抛弃了所有的骄傲和灿烂，在别人看来，我可以是个快乐的孩子，也可以是个美丽的孩子，可是，也许、、、、、、就像某人所说的“你样子看去那么浪漫，而你有时候又那么现实，说你是个现实的人，但你又绝对不是。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">以前的朋友，都已经有了自己的新的生活，联系也很少了，似乎很少有人记得我了，没关系，每个人都要适应在新的环境，不能总活在以前的回忆里吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;</span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">这一年，是我真正独自一人在外生活的一年，在校的日子多，在家的日子少；在电脑前的时光多，在书堆前的时光少；思绪凌乱的时间多，思路清晰的时间少。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">发现自己已经凌乱地写了很多东西了，有些只有自己能看懂，只有自己能体味，我珍惜我写的每一个字，那些都是我的心情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 14pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;</span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;</span>2007</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">，我想我会继续平静，一切都平淡如水。只是，我想我不会再想念，不会再留恋，不会再为什么而挣扎着，我只对自己好，只对关心和帮助我的人好。我可以一直寂寞不快乐，我可以虚伪着忘掉执着，我也可以累着困着然后依然微笑，但我不可以对不起爱我的人和我自己。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><p></p></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 14pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.0;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman" size="5">&nbsp; </font></span><p></p></span></p>

fu5052169

过去的就让他过去吧，我们要向前看。。。。。

greatwall_vip

祝你天天好心情！

雪山的狐狸

TT写的东西比较细

ァ借┊過ヽ.

<p><font color="#09f7f7">曾经&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <br/>梦了&nbsp;&nbsp; <br/>爱了&nbsp; <br/>痛了<br/>醒了</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">如今<br/>伤了<br/>累了<br/>傻了<br/>怕了</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">以后<br/>断了<br/>忘了<br/>分了<br/>算了</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">生活<br/>坠落<br/>失落<br/>破落<br/>堕落</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7"></font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">踩在２００６年的尸体上</font></p><p><font color="#09f7f7">挖掘２００７年的伤痕中</font></p>
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[此贴子已经被作者于2006-12-19 20:19:23编辑过]

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吥洅寂寞

就快过去了

戀戀红尘

<span style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; BACKGROUND: black; COLOR: #ee113d; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">。　　编辑古．．TT帖子..</span>

婷婷

谢谢恋恋红尘
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[此贴子已经被作者于2006-12-18 14:33:24编辑过]

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戀戀红尘

<p><span style="FONT-SIZE: 24pt; BACKGROUND: black; COLOR: #ee113d; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 一直喜欢TT写的东东.还好啦,文章思绪很清楚.只是你写的关与你的生活,确实很凌乱.不知道EC上的水民们,是不是大部分对自己的生活不满.</span></p>

fimqad

还有半个月&nbsp; 难道要消失?

HELL

支持几~~~~~~

婷婷

<p>2006,在心情驿站最后一主题帖....</p><p>语无伦次是我的写东西的本性</p>