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<font color="#ff0066"><font size="5"><font face="Times New Roman"> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></font><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">2006</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">(终结篇)</span></font><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
; J. U3 N% _% B8 Q <p></p></span><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">感觉这就像是青黄不接的一年。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
/ a5 j1 F( c/ G; a: T# @) m6 t <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28.5pt;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">这一年里,没有什么值得我怀念的,一点都没有。即使我可以举一大堆值得我炫耀的资本,不过那些都是我应得的,像泡泡一样,闪一下就没了,我根本就不想把它们当作我的回忆。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
1 E! n# A* W/ B& P2 Z <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28.5pt;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">想想</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">2006</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">,有时候挺难过的——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">1 ^) r2 q/ N0 i2 n" t
<p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">曾一个人躲在寝室里哭,泪流满面;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
+ t' z5 r, E. R2 D <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">曾站在领奖台上过,却无人喝彩;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
7 ]* E! r/ k" V/ q# e <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">曾狠命狠命地付出,却得不到理解和回报;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
. z' f; S, q& y4 H3 T& R* e$ l <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">曾受过几次小伤,却没有人安慰;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">3 t* \+ }0 j$ n$ S$ E1 V
<p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">曾在生日的时候一个人对着电脑过了一天;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
* x2 j+ X0 Q0 M! ] V! r) M7 T <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">、、、、、、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
& h! l! z( ]( E <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 14pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">很多事情的发生都没有出乎我的意料,而很多事情的发生又绝对超乎我的想象。发现原来人真的都是那么自私的,习惯了一种状态,也就不会想着去抱怨谁或谁。朋友有时候未必就是依靠,我亲眼看见人们说一套做另一套。而在我需要帮助甚至在我恳求别人的时候也没有人来帮我,那使我很伤心。记得那一次,我对着手机发呆,想了很久却还是没拨电话,我怕我还没有说出口,喉咙就已经开始疼了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
+ y3 b( @/ W6 C6 \0 z) B4 v$ F <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">我觉得自己有时候想得太多,我似乎每夜每夜都在翻来覆去而弄得自己睡不着觉。也许这已经是我的习惯。想起以前,</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">点对于我而言已差不多是极限,那时总觉得自己是在垂死挣扎,总痛苦得希望一睡下去就不要醒来。而现在,</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">点说晚安可能还尚早,我终于想明白他们为什么总哀怨地要“天亮说晚安”了。。。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
7 ^& v( `# R0 Z) V# q6 T" C <p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">似乎我大部分时间都沉默着,我抛弃了所有的骄傲和灿烂,在别人看来,我可以是个快乐的孩子,也可以是个美丽的孩子,可是,也许、、、、、、就像某人所说的“你样子看去那么浪漫,而你有时候又那么现实,说你是个现实的人,但你又绝对不是。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">; ^3 c6 `" t+ T& t
<p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">以前的朋友,都已经有了自己的新的生活,联系也很少了,似乎很少有人记得我了,没关系,每个人都要适应在新的环境,不能总活在以前的回忆里吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">+ h$ Y/ H8 q8 w- ~# F3 k) D$ q
<p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">这一年,是我真正独自一人在外生活的一年,在校的日子多,在家的日子少;在电脑前的时光多,在书堆前的时光少;思绪凌乱的时间多,思路清晰的时间少。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">2 c: r$ V# u8 [" e. ~( W
<p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><font size="5"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">发现自己已经凌乱地写了很多东西了,有些只有自己能看懂,只有自己能体味,我珍惜我写的每一个字,那些都是我的心情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"># ]! O; K7 i: M) |" z! U, |8 L
<p></p></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 14pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.0;"><font size="5"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>2007</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'mso-hansi-font-family:';">,我想我会继续平静,一切都平淡如水。只是,我想我不会再想念,不会再留恋,不会再为什么而挣扎着,我只对自己好,只对关心和帮助我的人好。我可以一直寂寞不快乐,我可以虚伪着忘掉执着,我也可以累着困着然后依然微笑,但我不可以对不起爱我的人和我自己。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: #ff0066;">
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