( N: {$ k, E6 D+ a. s6 k% A0 |雪 亲吻着天空无助的飘坠,沾染离去的呼唤,落地后锁出我的躯体.# Z3 l# e& F9 S6 l
好久没看到雪了,我问琳东北下雪了吗!?恩 下了 1 w8 R; `: m' V' s3 V# E琳说:你是漂泊的,于是不给我任何的承诺.燕子偶尔归来,我们偶尔相聚.真像再给你一个拥抱,若有若无,呼吸你身上的淡淡的烟草味道,就这样慢慢的睡着. 可是...... % I( D/ I4 i. _; w5 T1 M! f* e$ d5 s W5 Q/ ?% Q' K
有点酸涩,有点寂寞.本来悲伤可以蔓延.孰不只对谁的思念无情的泛滥. / I& T( m* m5 i5 p. o/ q$ }就这样断了思念,死寂在无人的角落呆呆忘记了哭. 8 O/ K( N' W! }. L 1 R8 T1 `; ]( I) G1 p1 u V( \3 x6 f$ {7 P! {4 W D) T, K |
i enter the room 3 D8 g: f" b) s$ Q4 ssat by you bed all through the night+ y% q# g }( T: t9 t2 D: o' a
i watched your daily fight ) {1 X. D4 _/ X9 bi hardly knew( q6 w" j! @; t2 _
the pain 8 h, Z( O4 R2 U; Bwas almost more than i could bear( ^% H5 \% @( m8 c* d L
and still i hear ! f0 |' a2 m6 i" T( c1 fyour last words to me, g3 N3 S" I* g/ f7 N! x9 `
"heaven is a place nearby 1 d) a+ S; @. m' q! a" bso i won't be so far away; k: }5 U3 E7 i3 C% o$ d( O% d
and if you try and look for me . X0 u3 f4 t: g$ G. X& X# Ymaybe you'll find me someday . C) K, |- I3 Q; H# |% ~heaven is a place nearby& d4 Q6 k. k# v5 i* E) m
so there's no need to say goodbye 3 F j+ f+ J" B: [' t! y+ ?i wanna ask you not to cry$ K9 O# A7 O6 y2 [ |
i'll always be by your side"( w5 d6 F; l3 L; H7 j5 ?( k/ w) s
you just faded away ' y5 F/ M7 t+ Wyou spread your wings you had flown - J) {" |% [" i4 q. l. [8 E/ E/ Jaway to something unknow $ w: C3 q+ G3 Y2 |' nwish i could bring you back 8 B, c" O5 T# v# t% e- t( \" y- kyou're always on my mind% z: T' `4 J) C8 w6 d7 \5 B6 B7 P8 c
about to tear myself apart % m( E) j+ k4 r4 e8 H; i0 `you have your special place in my heart 5 Q. k: O; |* }3 {5 q/ p% \ X
always" `! y ` |" d0 M8 D
and even when i go to sleep ! i9 ]! \- b# A# V# l" xi still can hear your voice4 f0 w! ^. J: W! n0 H# b: \) V9 ?
and those words1 R; b; D9 b" v. ^% ^5 V7 n
i never will forget 9 T I% O2 |5 ^4 ^* Q) ^) H% ~6 n7 ? |' @
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起床的时候,视野里一片昏暗.学校寝室的的上午就是这样.终年陶醉在黑暗的气息中. / F. ~; E$ c7 T6 Z" ?! V( H/ a$ ?- V / }6 n# D. G* e6 U习惯了不上课,习惯了没有早餐,不用洗梳的上午.套上个大外套,一股脑的从床上滚到了电脑边.0 l2 X+ a" G3 @ E# Z
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似乎昨夜的雨依然没有下完,逃避的心情湿漉漉的在思绪中打着寒战....... 8 n( y8 G% L% k) o( A" R # k o2 E3 _1 B' ~7 \不知道什么时候,昨天没有听完的音乐在身边响起 Sissel - Should It Matter1 y g9 a: f" J; I# z
7 r$ X1 m$ m6 c' g摸索着烟盒里最后一支烟,慢慢的点燃.烟圈一圈一圈 萦绕在身边....沁在心田. 淡淡的我和烟丝燃烧在无尽的昏暗中" L. o' }, C6 [. w7 _
若干欢快 若干姿态 若干沉寂 若干无奈...............& g1 B+ e$ N$ E5 e( y9 v
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Should It Matter 0 ?% p+ l6 [4 D* }6 z8 l) H6 m" L7 E5 S1 ?9 a h/ K2 a2 z7 e
I look at you4 G* C$ j9 B b9 U& J5 J7 y
Please don't walk away# v' C( p: ]/ ~( o6 a# @! z8 A
I see you're about to- |. c9 @5 M2 \; |5 x, W+ N. D) P
There is just something I'd really like to say 3 W( }9 \( h$ w! T d. }6 CSo please don't walk away 9 X. {0 f! z; D) CI know that you're there( z" y1 ~% X% g9 q# D
Still you pretend you're not0 u: C$ O* I/ v& e6 T5 @. |- I; t3 u
Yes I know it hurts# F' i1 V' e/ s
I have also felt the pain 7 [% r/ I T1 L' C. J/ I2 @0 O1 x: u& s6 @
So should it matter 5 K) Z6 Y; C# dWhat I do or what I've done : `4 H4 ~; B, a( f0 j' V6 fAs long as in my heart " v5 t8 Q& R' HYou're still the only one 6 h$ o* E3 \# H! xI hear you say it$ ?; [: `% x# ~7 [7 |6 q4 R* q
But I don't think you understand& o& S0 U7 w9 ~' W7 F, h' l
I can be trusted now, I swear to you I can $ z6 w. @. @( L! Z2 A0 J- A5 s- n6 q% l! l
It's been a year; h+ A! H7 I2 ?# K
A memory from my past % Y% ?9 k4 I* {$ kI know what I did wrong+ G/ S) I' o9 E
I wish to change / }" a$ U3 f4 r. @7 W4 _: @Just to make it last 2 X& v; d9 Q+ W) t F4 xBut I guess it's been to long / t- U$ t. k" Q8 }9 t. s * l& }' l$ ]: Z- g! lEasy to move on- V/ |3 K8 g/ ?0 M3 O$ g
To forget about it all9 g) N' J7 z5 Y" g4 x
Is that what you do, hoping I will be gone ( {" d2 `+ b9 I1 C! E- Y+ k$ ~5 r
So should it matter8 O/ d7 ?' C5 ~7 }/ m& H/ v' d6 D
What I do or what I've done " g( [3 p( N p+ |% _, b5 k! jAs long as in my heart % M& L* k. x( L- m8 NYou're still the only one* i% ~. R2 G; c/ n
I hear you say it5 u+ g* J: l- o
But I don't think you understand9 T) f' Q1 z4 X/ d$ v3 u. n
I can be trusted now, I swear to you I can 3 m' G/ o% T Q $ J3 Z( r3 f" T. g2 ?. ^. HIf you got to know me again 0 y, w* L6 n8 o, l5 _/ ]Maybe then - maybe then ; w8 \; x3 w, V1 F! W5 UWe could see what we should do 2 I: t" i1 x; R$ V2 h: R/ CBut that's all up to you9 K# w8 v2 L# L3 |
I'll be waiting for you " W8 X0 B1 v, X. i; R" m/ {( g M9 `* R