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i enter the room # D. }$ e5 w7 ^- W0 ~9 C, Y
sat by you bed all through the night + ~8 Q' i# u7 E( Xi watched your daily fight q# ~* v6 i. y* S* ji hardly knew' p- i2 I A ~3 X% J* n
the pain " V: N* ]3 w$ a' l/ ]* e" p6 C1 hwas almost more than i could bear1 w# q/ x6 W0 X1 e- L' j
and still i hear 2 }9 V2 C" d2 ]5 V4 pyour last words to me ( v E/ N9 P4 p8 S; c7 M+ }"heaven is a place nearby , k0 o2 t. S3 }2 y6 P& dso i won't be so far away ! F# Y A% M* Y, D% o$ Q. j( [and if you try and look for me' l5 D! S n" E; ~: w8 o
maybe you'll find me someday/ }& O! g6 o& @8 ]" P& N
heaven is a place nearby $ \5 b9 v- H5 f4 L8 l) T: `so there's no need to say goodbye $ b% L- B4 ^0 G3 l: oi wanna ask you not to cry3 a! U, v! c' G
i'll always be by your side" i9 _8 J: a! i5 C! Nyou just faded away t D1 W0 M; R+ H$ Zyou spread your wings you had flown # k: q) A, a7 R A
away to something unknow% p; j: u9 n- X( k2 B7 V5 y
wish i could bring you back! G" V: D4 I& L; H+ H0 x2 ?
you're always on my mind, v+ T( N( a4 T( ?
about to tear myself apart! C& a& n6 ]* B+ [; \# h1 b; m
you have your special place in my heart 4 n6 t0 q) S7 N3 aalways" P* h( [3 N9 d
and even when i go to sleep 5 d7 I6 u4 _3 ^5 {& U0 vi still can hear your voice* p# [/ }: C4 e9 w8 E: n7 \5 _
and those words . d# ?8 w' {0 o+ @ Y: {& G9 |i never will forget 9 w( s- f0 \! W/ j4 a; c
1月7 / t: U, Z1 E3 D7 N- X7 g. F起床的时候,视野里一片昏暗.学校寝室的的上午就是这样.终年陶醉在黑暗的气息中.6 |# S9 R ]) h( z, E
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习惯了不上课,习惯了没有早餐,不用洗梳的上午.套上个大外套,一股脑的从床上滚到了电脑边.3 l( {$ N% v+ Z. h* S, M
: M7 u1 E- M) V似乎昨夜的雨依然没有下完,逃避的心情湿漉漉的在思绪中打着寒战.......% h. C. |* D/ Z/ A" h; X3 G" m' r
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不知道什么时候,昨天没有听完的音乐在身边响起 Sissel - Should It Matter- {4 W# H" t( X/ f9 F4 v' R
4 C4 Q5 M5 O: f7 s1 QI look at you 1 u3 e! Y2 e8 g- [% G! }* TPlease don't walk away+ z% m$ C$ ~+ _ i v
I see you're about to ' ?" ^* P" O! {' [+ R4 fThere is just something I'd really like to say $ e/ n8 |6 d* A- L9 R0 h3 l; n* }So please don't walk away 7 x* y& D% t: _2 ^! [/ LI know that you're there: A$ V3 Z' T8 f# o/ C$ K
Still you pretend you're not $ i- c8 z. W0 NYes I know it hurts ) M9 V, K( N. d( E2 E: S9 d8 KI have also felt the pain . S# t; P( L6 Z3 E6 p$ G7 ^( I4 B ' N8 F- x; v8 `/ p' d: uSo should it matter( y2 O, m( p) L
What I do or what I've done6 N" {) D ]( C, w% Y5 ~
As long as in my heart; O2 L4 x3 {% d" D6 A" q! A
You're still the only one+ K* m) B2 b0 K8 }7 P( Y
I hear you say it1 y, |5 c f8 Q" d; X
But I don't think you understand 5 g% L. \# e: l8 V! FI can be trusted now, I swear to you I can; Z, H E& q$ H
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It's been a year4 k' n8 X* z2 D: E; @
A memory from my past5 }4 h2 d* w6 d8 k+ R5 }
I know what I did wrong : L% c, u: V& KI wish to change! P# u, m4 l2 h. p- r+ H+ ]
Just to make it last $ r# R( X5 R2 H- Y0 I6 _8 @$ D0 P, HBut I guess it's been to long , P+ C4 _ j. B3 m) r # F3 v+ E, H# n: X% L# g2 G. wEasy to move on+ L% e/ H. h- E, O3 d% z
To forget about it all ! B4 o: l0 N3 Y7 O" dIs that what you do, hoping I will be gone! D: B8 R4 @1 c N2 y0 n% a4 \$ Z
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So should it matter, h4 x) ~+ ^: Y5 Q
What I do or what I've done' a0 P; i' K; z
As long as in my heart( L- L; j. V9 J7 o
You're still the only one 9 E# e+ Z3 M3 P* r% R dI hear you say it' t, E% X1 ~+ v5 ]9 z. b
But I don't think you understand $ E4 N7 A" U& f" \2 _I can be trusted now, I swear to you I can2 C8 c( m; D3 S
( w! H8 G C. k9 {, h' i' t lIf you got to know me again / O% P) P C A) m' cMaybe then - maybe then ' }) i3 M5 O& xWe could see what we should do ! r; j+ j' ^- KBut that's all up to you * }: B2 ]# k. E! ]( F3 VI'll be waiting for you 5 @. V) A- [9 O1 l- P+ l